| Location | Nottingham |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 02/05/2006 |
| Date of Death | 02/05/2006 |
| Visitors | 4,526 since 10/08/2006 |
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Created in loving memory of our beautiful 2nd born baby girl.
I found out I was pregnant in July 2005 our baby was due on the 20th April 2006. We already had one little girl so this baby was much wanted.
At our 20 week scan we found out that we was having another healthy little girl, we were absolutely over the moon.
I had alot of problems in my pregnancy with Olivia, at one point at 33 weeks we thought she was going to make her appearance.
She stayed in there, I was monitored properly regular scans and appointments and ultimately I was booked in for induction on the 3rd May 2006.
On the 31st April I was told my Nana had passed away, I was heartbroken especially been as she would never meet our baby girl.
On the 1st May I realised I hadn't felt our baby moving, I thought it was just stress and upset from the day before. I was also getting contractions and finally realised we were getting our baby, our new addition to the family.
We went off to hospital to get our baby checked, we were happy, excited, nervous alot of emotions. We never even imajined what was about to happen to our perfect lives.
We got to the hospital and the midwife checking me over said has the baby been moving normally, casually I answered no but its probarly because of stress and she said more than likely and the fact shes getting ready to meet you.
She tried for about 5 minutes to find her heartbeat 'must be broken' she said, and when the 2nd and 3rd were 'broken' i started to worry, infact it had come quite clear what had happened.
They sent for a scanner and scanned me, the midwife couldn't say anything she had to fetch a doctor for a 2nd opinion I knew it wasn't good, I was in tears, new my world was about to fall apart.
The doctor scanned silently for what seemed for ever, and the words... 'I'm sorry,, Laura your baby has died' All I could hear was someone screaming, no no no, I know now that was me. How could a few little words change everything.
Me and my partner were left alone for about 15 minutes, we just hung onto each other sobbing. We were then taken to the bereavment suite, were my waters were broken as not to pro long anything.
24 minutes later my baby girl was born silently. I stared at her and sobbed for her to just breath, open her eyes, make a noise.
She wieghs 7lbs 2oz, we named her Olivia-Jade and had her blessed at the hospital.
Walking out of the hospital later that day with nothing but a box full of memories of our daugthers short life and not our baby was the hardest thing I have ever done.
Since this happened we have gone on to have our little boy in September 2007, our blessing.
Olivia we miss you, your always in our thoughts. Missed by many, remembered by all.
Mummy, Daddy, Demi & Daniel. Love you forever princess xx
Don't weep at my grave,
For I am not there,
I've a date with a butterfly
To dance in the air.
I'll be singing in the sunshine,
Wild and free,
Playing tag with the wind,
While I'm waiting for thee.
a letter from heaven
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...
but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, 'I welcome you.'
It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man.'
God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years
because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over.
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.
There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;
but together we can do it by taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too...
that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,
then you can say to God at night......'My day was not in vain.'
And now I am contented....that my life has been worthwhile,
knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low,
just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.
And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,
remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me
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I never got to hear you laugh
You never saw me cry
didn't get a chance to say "hello"
you never said "Goodbye"
I didn't think that I could feel
so sad, lost, and forlorn.
I never knew God chose his Angels
before some of them were born.
Your life was short yet special
I shared it all exclusively
I felt you breathe, I felt you kick.
You were alive inside of me
Ever baby is an Angel
and every angel is divine
God needed one in heaven
He came down and took mine
And although we are not together
We're not really apart
For you'll always occupy a space
deep within my heart
Time has begun to ease my pain
It's only some days now I cry
When I wish I could have said "Hello"
and heard you say "Goodbye"
Author: unknown
Love In Every Tear -- Unknown Author
O precious, tiny, sweet little one
You will always be to me
So perfect, pure, and innocent
Just as you were meant to be
We dreamed of you and of your life
And all that it would be
We waited and longed for you to come
And join our family
We never had the chance to play
To laugh, to rock, to wiggle
We long to hold you, touch you now
And listen to you giggle
I'll always be your mother
He'll always be your dad
you will always be our child
The child that we had
But now you're gone....but yet you're here
We'll sense you everywhere
You are our sorrow and our joy
There's love in every tear
Just know our love goes deep and strong
We'll forget you never-
The child we had, but never had
And yet will have forever!
In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
♥___PERFECT LITTLE BUTTERFLY.......♥
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DID YOU SEE THE BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY FLUTTER RIGHT ON BY
IT WAS ONLY A TINY THING BUT IT FLEW RIGHT INTO THE SKY
THE BUTTERFLY WAS SO PERFECT FLYING ALL AROUND
IT LET ME SEE ITS PRETTY FACE WHEN IT LANDED ON THE GROUND
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THEN ONCE AGAIN IT FLEW AWAY INTO THE SKY SO BLUE
I AM SURE THAT TINY BUTTERFLY WAS BRINGING A MESSAGE FROM YOU
I KNOW THE SPIRIT OF THE ONES WE LOVE LIKE TO SHOW US THEY ARE NEAR
SO THE PERFECT TINY WHITE BUTTERFLY WAS MY ANGEL THAT IS CLEAR
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THANKYOU FOR LETTING ME SEE YOU I KNOW IT WAS ONLY FOR A LITTLE WHILE
BUT THAT PERFECT LITTLE BUTTERFLY REALLY MADE ME SMILE
ANOTHER GIFT FROM HEAVEN THAT OUR ANGELS ARE ABLE TO GIVE
THE BUTTERFLY RESEMBLES LOVE AND PURITY AND IT IS WHERE AN ANGELS SPIRIT CAN LIVE.......
copyright� Rosalind Roberts 2/3/2010
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Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Olivia Jade"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Daughter of yours.
Copyright of Winnie Lovett
Little Sister - by Christie Wildman
For your other Children XX
You have this little Sister,
She loves you very much,
But you’ll never get to see her,
Or feel her gentle touch.
She had to go away you see,
Through God’s garden gates.
Though she longs to meet you,
Heaven’s where she waits.
You have this little Sister,
She’s sending you her love,
Although she longs to be with you,
She watches from above.
She grew her Angel wings you see,
Though none of us were ready,
On one of heavens clouds she sleeps,
Cuddling her teddy.
You have this little Sister,
She’d love to come and play.
But for all eternity,
In the sky is where she’ll stay.
God had a plan you see,
He needs her by his side,
He’s shown her how to use her wings,
Through heavens clouds she glides.
You have this little Sister,
And though you are apart,
The love that you feel for her,
Will remain ever in your heart.
✣ THINKING OF YOU ON YOUR ANGEL DAY. ✣
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Special Angel Day - by Sam & Gordon Winson
We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.
Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.
Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.
There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.
If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.
We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
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